ma 21st bufday!!!

"sham,itz ya 21st bufday 2mrw,y u dont luk exicted at all???"asked ma bf..
"well itz just another day in ma life,i dun really find it so special o what..all i want is to be your side at sharp 12,just wrap me with ya arms..tat would make ma day special",i replied..

On ma bufday eve,ma bf n frens brought me out..around 11.55pm..i was still on ma way..I was clueless,i knew something is on..but wasnt smart enough to guess out exactly.. :(. Anyway thats how suprises are..sharp 12am,ma bf hugged me n gave me a peck n wished me..yippi yippi,ma 3 years of bufday wish,finnaly came true :),i received lotsa calls..thanx buddies...that made my day special too!!
Finnaly we reached..the station one!!beautiful place accompanied by nice songs...i stepped in,full of curiousity..cause ma frens from klang n shah alam all was down as well..another friend of mine who's bufday day same with me also was there.. around 4 tables were reserved for us..


after awhile...penky @ ma bf..walked in with a rose...OMG!!!!sham loves it...




then comes the delicious cake...




yummy na???it is.......i and ma bufday mate cut the cake together...n all of us was chatting there till almost 3am....



i hanged with ma frens till evening and came back home at 6 sumthing..mum asked me to get ready,coz we are having a big bufday family gathering in teluk gong @ makan place..another cake of mine... :)yummy yummy!al ma relatives came..and for the first time i received that much of gifts..



thanks for making ma day special,peops!!

My life lately..???

WELL...
i have no idea wen i logged in blogger de last...as lately i did not have the tought nor mood to blog.its all because my laptop charger got spoiled...argggh..i m missing bern alooooot!!!i heard its gonna cost aroun rm300 to get the original charger,since i m broke currently...i cant afford it.. :(
i l write down everything when i have the time and the mood..but i l make a short list of what happened lately..

1)i m going trough hell without ma laptop..a rat spoiled it by biting the tips of the charger!!!!damn rat!!

2)relatives can b a pest at times so i just dont like the idea of being too close to relatives..

3)i m kinda lost in life lately due to certain reasons...clueless...i found ma life..in between i m getting lost again...

4)i want to go sumwhere far for a vacation...i m dying in klang...DAMN IT!

5) dad when trough an op..appendix burst n dad was kinda serious!!thank god he's recovering now.Had lotsa relatives visiting dad,n some stayed...I HAD NO PRIVACY...oh god!!!when trough hell again..n i realized lotsa matters when dad was hospitalized...

6)receiving lotsa anonymous calls lately...i have no idea from where some mangkuks getting ma number!!! $%*# yall!!!!

7)i have no idea,why i m feeling too tired today,i just feel like sleeping the whole day.. :(
is sumthing wrong with ma health...????

8)i have more things happend,but as i cant really think much...tats all for now..

just hope everything will work right for me..sick of having bad time lately..

yiPPPPPPPPPPPPPi!!!!

Sham'z back..
I know, I have not been updating my blog for quite some time due to my bussyness and tiredness..
neway i m done wt ma JOB...feeling damn gud,yipppppppppppppppi!!seriusly i was counting ma days...n i m glad itz over now...i neeeeeeed a break from al tiz craps..sham needs a vacation,can some1 take me out?

By the waaaaaay...guess wat??
sham bought a new hp wt her own cash...ma salary..isnt tat cool!!itz ma 1st camera hp,n i m so happy i bought it wt ma own cash..K770!Ma Bf's choice n i seriusly love it!!

Now i can go aroun snapping pics...video shooting...downloading games n etc...

so many things i learnt in past 3 months...especially bout people...
as time goes by,i l deffinitely share wt yall...

till then signing off...
~sham~

wOrKiNg LiFe sUx...

wanna noe y???

-i m working in maxis now..temp staff.i gotta postpone ma degree due certain stuff.so planned to work,coz seriusly hate lazing at home dy...bored seeing same walls again n again.

-wat m i working as?????????customer service is the first job ppl alwez think of'when i tell them i working in maxis..neway i m NOT.i m working as credit control analysis...OK..sounds gud???trust if it is'itS deffinately not as u r thinking.

-what do i do???????????
~i handle customers o/due n cdt limit accounts.
~using CARMS,KENAN n CMSS.
~update customers payments.
~reinstate their line if payment sufficient.
~forward n dispactch cases that sounds ridiculous.

~~~~~~soooooo boring!!~~~~~~~~~~

-everyday i gotta wake up at 6,get ready and leave hse at 7..ma dad wil send me to train station..
i l reach about 7.30..jalan kastam station..

-i have never seen lazy bums like jalan kastam's ktm workers.argggggggggggggggh!!!!!there will never be anyone in ticket counter'i gotta use de ticket machine to buy ticket everytime'damn!!!dont u think its so damn irritating...i wonder what the hell those guys doing there...shaking balls'perhaps...lol!and interesting part...all uses the railway track to crossover and get to another platform..(once i did that,while the train was on track coz didnt wana miz ma train..such a crazy deed..i noe :( )

-i l reach subang station about 8.20..i gotta take a bus from there to sunway pyramid'every morning bus will be super pack'al kinda perfume scent'can make me faint..zzzzZZZZ!

-About 8.40 i l reach sunway pyramid...from there i gotta crossover and walk about 10-15mins to menara sunway...on ma way'i l pass by 1 bunch of itchyfy taxi drivers...
argggggggggggggh!! forever disturbing'whistling n crappin...

-i l reach office at 8.55-9..everyday i take about 2hrs to get to ma working place'cumin back'at times can touch up to 3hrs...so each day'i spend approximately about 4-5 hours JUZ FOR TRAVELLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!pity me!!! :"(

-i got to noe 2 girls'temp staff n they are frm same agency...wish i never known them...i gss u can roughly have idea,y i sayed that right????

-my supervisors are ______'fill it yourself!

-ma cubical colleagues are so damn coool...

-i m one of the youngest staff..

-i m already working more than 1 month'but i havent get my salary......

-WHY THE HELL????
coz i dont own a maybank acc.

-GO AND GET 1,WATS SO HARD?
i wish i could,i tryed..ma badluck...my ic chip not working,so i was required to renew ma ic.

-SO DO IT,AND GET YA ACC..?
yup..i already..but gotta wait another 2 wiks..

-all ma friends enjoying with their salary...but i m still waiting...n waiting...

BESIDES THAT...-i was required to do EPF on ma own by ma agency'i heard there is no such thing as staff walkin in and getting EPF done..what a dumb agency'they deducted ma EPF,but then i dont have one and they didnt even do it for me.

-everyday i reach home aabot 7.30-9....can u imagine how tired am i.....hmmmm....ma frens n relatives screwin me cause i m not calling n keeping in touch...HOW DE HECK M I TO HAVE TIME FOR YALL WHEN I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME FOR MA OWNSELF...

-i only have about 3-4 hrs a day for myself to do ma own things...is that enough???????????

*currently i m off 2day'coz i wanted to collect ma ic...but ma dad seems to b so bussy'end up not takin me to collect my ic..wondering when am i gonna collect ma ic'do ma maybank acc and get ma salary......ish ish...working life sucks!

Python!!!

Me : Mum,i wanna rare a python,can i?
Mum : Are you crazy??no way!!!!!!!!itz dangerous!

Grandma : what do you want for ya 21st bufday?
Me : grandma,can u get me a python?
Grandma : (frowning)..i m amazed with ya braveness but i think itz a bad idea' so just drop it.


My whole life i have always been interested in pythons..unfortunately i didnt get a chance to rare it' cause ma parents,friend and relatives thinks i have a weird interest'cause normally girls are afraid of pythons and they will stand few feets away from it,whereas i m not..and mainly there are afraid of it!I will be the happiest girl in the entire world,if i ever get a chance to rare it!I have no idea' why people are always afraid of what is different and afraid of what they do not know! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!:(

by the way,I would like to share little information on snakes..

snakes are divided into two categories..

• poisonous snake

	Cobra & Krait - these secrete Neurotoxic venom and cause Paralysis.
	Viper - these secrete Haemotoxic venom and cause Haemolysis and Haemorrhage.
	Sea Snakes - secrete myotoxic venom and cause Muscular pain.

• non-poisonous snake

python

Differences between poisonous and non-poisonous snake..

Python is a common name for Nonpoisonous snakes of boa and python family. Pythons are large and muscular, and kill their prey by squeezing, or constricting, until it suffocates.

Pythons range from 1 to 10 m (3 to 33 ft) long and weigh up to 140 kg (300 lb). The female lays 15 to 100 eggs, and broods them until they hatch.

They are found in the tropical and subtropical regions of Africa, Asia, Australia, and the Pacific islands.

..The Virtues Of EnlighteneD LivinG...

master your mind..

follow your purposes..

practice kaizan..

live with discipline..

respect your time..

selflessly serve others..

embrace the present..

lOvE quOteS!!!

BeAuTiFuL QuOtEs -taken from net

"The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it's not because they forget, it's because they forgive."

"When I see you, the world stops as if the only purpose in life was for me to please you."

"When you're in love with someone it inspires you and gives you hope. You have faith that even if you can't be with them on earth, that if God wills, you will be with them one day in heaven."

"Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you."

"I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."

"I love you more than any word can say ... I love you more than every action I take ... I'll be right here loving you till the end."

"I'm totally drunk with joy and happiness when I'm with you!"

"Happiness is falling asleep next to you and waking up thinking I'm still in my dreams."

"No one realizes the beauty of love, until you're caught in it."

"You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet is like the first time you fall in love."

"You know you're in love when at those times you're apart, you find yourself gazing at the sky in the direction she lives and feeling some peace in knowing that you live under the same sky."

"If you were a tear in my eye, I would not cry for fear of losing you."

"I love you not only for who you are, but for who I am when I am with you!"

"Time passes quickly when you are in love and you can never get enough of the other person."

"Never frown when you are sad, you never know who is falling in love with your smile."

"In you I find the completion of me and the wonder of us."

"I asked for light, God gave me the sun, I asked for water, God gave me rain, I asked for happiness, and God gave me you."

"I hate him for leaving when I thought he never would ... but I love him for staying when I was putting him through so much."

"When you would die for that special someone, that's when you know that you are in love."

"There is only one man who made me feel as loved as you have and that man was my father, for now you have come into my life and I am no longer daddy's little girl, I am your woman."

"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be ninety-nine so I never have to live without you."

"I'm afraid to admit that I'm in love with you, but I can't forget your eyes and I can't stop feeling your lips; your words keep echoing in my head and you always make me weak. I don't want to mean it when I say, 'I love you', but I can't help it."

"I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but it got thrown away. I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. So, I wrote your name in my heart and that's where it will stay."

If I can't have you, at least i was able to know I had you."

You know you're in love when just thinking about the person gives you butterflies. Then years later, the butterflies are just as strong."

"Even though you're not here and nowhere to be found, my heart says you're still here and everywhere to be found."

I thought I knew happiness ... it wasn't 'til the day we met when I realised I only just discovered it!"

"You can say I'm crazy but I'm only crazy 'bout one thing…and that's you!"

"Sometimes I wonder why I fell in love with you in the first place, and continue to love you after all the pain. And then you smile at me, and I realize why; without you, I can't breath."

"You have no idea how good it feels to wake up every morning knowing you are mine and I am yours."

"Hold me close and I'll kiss away your fears, I won't promise the world but I promise to be here."

BeTraYerS

betrayers...screw yal!

hmmmm ...i m seriusly upset with whats happening now days...i just wanna share wat i have realised recenly.Gss,itz realy hard to find a loyal/sincere girlfren nor a boyfren nowdays..(i m not telling everyone here..there are some realy honest,loyal n sincere to their loved ones..salute u guys! )

What is love?as for me .. its a feeling of you wana be with someone who you like alot..u wanna share your joy and sorrow with dat person,you care for dat person in all the ways..understand each other, provide space to each other,but always be there for each others need...this is wat i understood about love..love should be experienced and not just felt.i have came across few people in ma lyf..who dont seems to understand whats love'but they happen to be in a relationship..according to me if love shifts from one person to another it is not love at all but lust and it is to be branded as “ “whoring”. There are many who has a galfren/boyfren but yet flirting and fu**ing around with others.If you wana lead a life lyk dat,itz better u dun get into a relationship especially with a girl/guy who trust u alot,tinks u r everything for him/her and crazily in love with u..how can u betray someone who loves and cares for you alot??
i pity all those who got into relationship with this kinda creatures (betrayers)..all i can say,dun trust anyone ezily..

gals..if u already have a bf,stop flirting and giving hope to others.juz ask thoz guys whoz after u,to back off!dun blame dem for trying for u wen u are allowing dat to happen,juz be stern n show dem dat u are not interested in them.i have seen few,who really layan gila gila,give hopes n also have physical contacts with the guy who lyks her'but wen u question her..."cmon,v are juz frens..i dun care wat others think"..wat kinda frenship is tis??frens with benefits ar??? there are sum who acts lyk a gud/loyal gf infront others wherelse everyone realise she is not..gals,u may not noe whoz watchin u..stop sleeping aroun,stop gyvin false hope ..and most of all,stop naming ya disgusting affair as friendship...you are spoilin ya name,ya own relationship n also others impressions on you..and you may not noe who brands you as a bitch at ya bak.
guys..if u already have a galfren'juz stop beeing afraid to admit tat u are not single..i wonda why the heck'u guys really scared to admit that u are in a relationship.stop flirtin,gyvin hopes,sleeping around n having blind dates with chicks out der..besides that,stop tryin for another gal..FOR GOD SAKE U ARE NOT SINGLE,k?

for all those playing at the back...get a life..

too sad ..the bad ones,geting the good ones..and the the good ones,got trapped by the bad ones!