story time..everlasting love..



“He is back”..shriek tasha next to my ears.
“Isssssssh..Quiet”..i warned her from making further noise.i was tickled pink by the good news. Both of us were hiding by window curtains while peeping over his house quietly.

Those dark brown eyes, muscular body..wow!
Each time I spot him,i certainly be on  top of the world.

Jacob,my prince..my honey..my baby boy..my...oh my..my..  

Are u gonna sit right here day dreaming or...”No way” I snapped before she could finish her sentence.
I walked out quickly to meet him..i made sure no eyes watching us..

Holla..Surprise!  I greeted excitedly.
 His eyes twinkled in joy the very moment he turned around and saw me.

For your information
            Readers,
I m Alicia, eldest at home.i have a younger sister, Tasha. Mum is a divorcee; however dad shows up once in a  blue moon to prove he still exist .Mum working as secretary in an audit firm to support us financially.

Well, Jacob and me?
Firstly, We are neighbors, my mum and his mum don’t get along well due to some minor misunderstanding. Therefore they don’t even smile at each other..What some more us, do you think we are allowed to do so? A big NO.

Secondly, I and jocob are in love with each other for past 10 years. Trust me when I say it’s a secret..oppss..except Tasha. I definitely wouldn’t come this far with him without her knowledge.

Thirdly, Jacob is working in Singapore therefore we barely meet. :( And I finished my finals few days ago, currently lazing at home while waiting for my results. Oh Yeah..i didn’t tell him that I m back home.. Cause i wanted to surprise him.:) *imagine...You meeting your loved one suddenly after few months without any clue*I bet your heart will swim in joy..right?

“Hate you for not telling me that you are back!”He joked in a serious tone.
"Oh really,I know you don’t mean it...i chuckled"
“Anyways,when are you leaving?”i asked him curiously
“Live in curious! I better get going before anyone sees us..Catch you later my love”..he threw a peck on my cheeks  and  disappeared at his doorsteps.

  
My phone rang as I reached my bedroom door,its HIM..I quickly lifted to my ears.

“quack quack”!

"Hehe..So what my little duck up to at the moment? Any plans for night?"

"Busy doing nothing unless you have something for me!"i replied impatiently.

"Alright..What about dinner at tamarind hill?"

“Quack quack!!”

"How sad..you  cant make it .."

"NO NO NO..pig you!!!!!i m coming!i interrupted.

"Haha..kidding baby..cant wait to see you later..Missing you damn a lot.."

"Me too honey..we are just  1 wall away..yet its so hard to meet.."

"Yeah,I know..

-Silent for a moment-

…go get ready baby,see you soon.

"Okies!!muaks!see ya.."

I clicked the mobile phone off and tossed it onto the bed.

"Tasha!guess what?i m going for dinner with Jacob later..wohooo,i m so happy..”Can u please pick my outfit tonight? I wanna look great! And yeah..Sister pleaaaaaaaase allow me to use your make ups..”

"Sister?hahaha…since when u started  calling me sister?"

"Whenever I need a help!" :P

"What???"frowend tasha.

"Just joking..okay okay…its getting late,Il  go and take my  shower while you are helping me to sort out my outfit,necessary make ups and accessories..get it?"

Yes, I got it maam!:P




-While showering-
I cant stop thinking about him..i cant believe its already 10 years since we paired up..so many obstacles..Name it’distance, communication, parents, frequency of meeting up..so on..Despite everything, our love still lasting..And will always last till end.
i love him so much..Nor words neither value can express it.

Knock!Knock!

"Yeah,coming..Coming.."

“Its getting late!!!You better move ya bum fast otherwise you would not be going..Remember house rules’ no stepping out/in after 10pm”..Yelled tasha.

Yeah I remember..mum and her rules..it totally annoy me at times.”I mumbled..

“You look awesome sis!!!!i bet his jaws gonna drop  in a glace.”

“Stop making fun of me,pig you!”i blushed.

"Come on..Look at the mirror and tell me,am I joking?orderd Tasha.
I walked and stood right in front of the mirror.i admit,for the very first time,I cant stop admiring myself.i certainly looked excellento.i m sure he will get hooked  at a glimpse, I was eager to see his reaction.

In that blue velvet dress flowing on my body shapely with white accessories and pinkish make ups and THOSE high heels made me look extra tall as if  I m a model. The credit without doubt goes to my lovely sister,Tasha.

“Thank You sis! Tell mum that I m off to a birthday party..i whispered in her ears  while wrapping her in my arms.

"No worries!pinky promise,it’s a secreto..have a good time sis!she shot back watching me disappearing.

Phone rang,its HIM again..

"Quack Quack!"i answered.

"Duckling,Where are you?"

"I m on my way..and you?why didn’t you wait for me?"

"Me too..coz I  had to get something for u..and it’s a surprise!INo more question!"

"Wait wait.."

but

He hanged up.

I was in pool of curiosity. No clue..Damn!!Why didn’t he  wait for me…I was little annoyed.


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"Miss, can I get a bouquet of roses."

"Here you go sir..Have a pleasant night."

"Thank you miss,I paid her and walked off."

List

Rose-check
Ring -check
Letter- check
All check!

I bet she wont have any idea where this dinner going to lead..i smiled..
but..but..but...

Deep in my heart, I m sort of nervous...as It was a sudden thought to propose her.
I have no idea, why I felt today is the day....
Therefore I had to rush to get everything done before dinner.
 Damn,I m gonna propose without any practice, hope I don’t screw up..
I cant still myself from imagining, how the whole proposing process gonna take place..
-i was absolutely worried oooops nervous and excited -





















DASH..BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!














--------hospital--------------

"Miss Alicia.."
"Yeah,its me..hows he doing,doctor?"
"Sorry miss..he is no longer with us"


-Silent moment-


"we found a ring along with a letter  in his pocket..Stay strong maam.".she uttered and walked off.

"whaaaat?"

I stood stagnant..no words nor tears..how could he leave me just like that..i m sure its not happening..izit some kinda prank?


i cant convince myself longer..i burst out with tears..stil in shock
I was holding  the letter on my right hand and ring on the left..i have no idea what’s the connection between those two items..still traumatised..and was not able to think..*blur mode*
I slowly took the letter and opened the folds..


Dear Alicia,
Ma wifey..Will you marry me?obviously I know the answer,so you don’t have too..that’s why I brought the ring along.we never spoke about this earlier..coz I know its kinda early for this huge commitment..but it was a total sudden decision to propose you today baby.i was getting worried,thinking  I might not get the chance to slip the ring trough your finger..lols..weird right?i know its totally an unnecessary worries because I know you are only mine..

Anyway,I want you to know you are the best thing in my life..my life turned special after u stepped in..

I have already bought a house baby..Remember I asked you to pick your fav house on the template that I shove to u when we met 6 months back?yes…..as you wanted.,I was saving up all the while.hehe..and u had no idea why I asked u to choose at that time right..lols..now u know..

And you know what baby,I m raring little golden retriever back in my place.I m sure you thinking,how come....Because its ya favourite…u always think they are so cute and u loved them..Although I hate dogs,but when I knew  you like them..i cant deny, I start liking them too..

You might wonder,why I wrote all this in a letter instead telling out..
1)my mummy in law wans back her daughter before 10pm..so limited time..i worried I might miss out certain points..
2)u can read the letter all over again and again, and feel my love when I m not beside you..my love printed to you in black and white form :P
3)i m more good at expressing in written words rather than spoken words..lols!

You are extremely cute at your duck tone!i just love it...


Guess what?
i m gonna meet my mummy in law tommo and reveal about our secret relationship.. i m sure i l b able to convince her and my parents,so no worries..
i knew how sad were you..wen u mentioned .."we are just  1 wall away..yet its so hard to meet.." 
i l break that wall tommo..hehe..i l do anything to keep you happy sugar pie..infact you look superlicious when you are smiling..so keep smiling baby..


……………..baby……………………..
 I felt today is the day..i need to bring our relationship one step higher cause I cant live without you..
I love you more than anything..You are my soul mate even death cant separate us..
Your everlasting love..
Jacob.


                                                         (image:extract from google)

Note-story written at my leisure and scenario truly from own imagination.


happy reading!:D

Nowadays kids..hmmm..GOSH!

yeah..Nowadays kids are totally different compared to our time..agree?i m sure u will..

I bet our time, we was actually afraid of our parents,some to the extend of running and hiding themselves in their room and pretending to do homework or be busy  the very moment dad's back from work (real scenario which happened during our childhood time..based on own and friends experience) 
all i remember,
i often use this dialogs during my schooling time and even till now .."i cant do that,my parents wouldnt like".."oppps..i m afraid,my parents would get angry"..."i cant promise you,as i need to ask my parents permission"
but
nowadays...all the decision made by those tiny kids without acknowledging parents..and what some more'those folks are fine with it.
and best part,
at our time..
we deffo did not argue with our parents..thus,in many cases things goes their way..All our needs chosen by them..our food,clothes,toys and etc..

we don’t demand anything, don’t we?

But...But...But...Now.. 

Every single thing goes their ways..And parents are not  strict like those days..
They are so easy going..*so called sporting & cool*..Getting kids handphone, filling their pocket with cash, psp, mp3, laptops, ipad, allowing them to access internet and exposing them to social networks at young age, and etc..Aren’t good? dont cha think so..

Even a 4 years old brat, knows how to use facebook?
What more hi5-ing for getting 1st kiss..LOLS!*saw the video na?*
Exchanging love letters in primary..
Getting excited over 18x scenes on TV..
Living in a concept where Money = Number
etc.....

-Speechless mode-

all this..where to??

And looking at some of my cousins who is addicted to those hi-tech gadgets at young age truly freaks me..Kids supposed to play toys and kids are innocent..haha..oopps'i think that statements was meant for our generation, no longer for nowadays..right?

They are drifting away too far ..(trust me when i say,there's giant size of gap between our time and nowadays)
Especially when some acts,thinks and talks like an adult..
i cant see those innocence anymore..no longer *innocent like a child*..

Sometime i just wonder...how kids gonna be in time to come..i mean..i mean..u know what :P..LoLs!
Whatsoever..
i truly believe..Parents plays important role in bringing up their child...so..get what I mean?*wink*

Its Julai..(what should i say)

Damn! Time flying..Weather showing off..Mood swinging..And my mind ber-dillema-ing!:(
Its already 1 month since my contract ended...that 1 month seemed like a 1 week,coz i was flooded with task and activities, till I didn’t realize  June have ended. Practically i had no time for myself. As I was travelling here there thus was surrounded by cousins and relatives all the time..Although it was damn tiring..Glad i enjoyed myself.

Heard bout the Bersih Rally in KL recently? Well all I can say is Bravo people! This is what i call unity..Despite colour, race, religion, professionalism,location and etc,,we all united..Because all of us  are heading towards same mission and vision!guess what?i m Proud to be Malaysian and I Love my country!


                     
  ..i take my hats off to this lovely Popo'who walk all the way wishing for peaceful petition..

Ber-dillema-ing?hell yeah!coz i don’t want to work in office like a  robot everyday..LIFELESS!i don’t intend to..coz that’s  so not  my type..i have numerous of plans  in ma head for future but situation not allowing..like setting up biz,taking up short courses in interior and web designing  and etc..But...but...but..i graduated in a totally different field..So that's the problemo..And to set up a biz'i need modal??Therefore i m planning to work in an audit line for sometime and save up..then i l walk towards ma passion.. :)

Job hunting will take place soOn!

it's weird..dont cha think so? :/

it's weird...izzit?..hmmm...

yeah,it is weird.. definitely..it is..

people change..so do i..

yeah,
of coz people do change as time goes..but why did i say, it's weird?

lemme brief..
someone i came across in my life..(do not guess!!)

I would name her, Zia

Zia looks gorgeous,smart,creative and able to think out of the box..

she is doing good in life, in fact sometimes she turns out to be the best among the rest.

but as time goes...

she liked the idea of being popular so eventually she will give her best to get fame ..i mean she wants it badly,wherever she goes..
to make it simple..attention seeker..(i m just being honest)

sadly..
she even all out  faking up herself to be someone she is not at all..

dont cha think it's weird?

thus
she tries to pull down or make others look down at her friend so that she can be popular at that place and the moment..that's really bad..isnt it?
(i m one of her friend..and she did the same thing to me)

people,
what's the point,if you get known for something you are not?
why do you even wanna get attention wherever you are?
why do you wanna pull down others so that u can stand on top?
why do you try your very best to influence others to follow your footsteps?

why so???

come on..
each of us have our own life and own path..you wanna be popular,grab those diva moment..by faking up..go ahead,but but but...do not effect others..

wanna seek attention,alright..but do it in a proper way.

wanna stand on top,that's awesome..do it by not stepping down others.

you think you are great!(mark it,its your opinion of yourself) so dont expect others to feel the same and treat you like an idol.

p/s-no one is perfect..neither do i..but as time goes..cant we get more mature and wiser?that's not hard to do right..i mean,do thing's in a proper way by not hurting others..