it's weird..dont cha think so? :/

it's weird...izzit?..hmmm...

yeah,it is weird.. definitely..it is..

people change..so do i..

yeah,
of coz people do change as time goes..but why did i say, it's weird?

lemme brief..
someone i came across in my life..(do not guess!!)

I would name her, Zia

Zia looks gorgeous,smart,creative and able to think out of the box..

she is doing good in life, in fact sometimes she turns out to be the best among the rest.

but as time goes...

she liked the idea of being popular so eventually she will give her best to get fame ..i mean she wants it badly,wherever she goes..
to make it simple..attention seeker..(i m just being honest)

sadly..
she even all out  faking up herself to be someone she is not at all..

dont cha think it's weird?

thus
she tries to pull down or make others look down at her friend so that she can be popular at that place and the moment..that's really bad..isnt it?
(i m one of her friend..and she did the same thing to me)

people,
what's the point,if you get known for something you are not?
why do you even wanna get attention wherever you are?
why do you wanna pull down others so that u can stand on top?
why do you try your very best to influence others to follow your footsteps?

why so???

come on..
each of us have our own life and own path..you wanna be popular,grab those diva moment..by faking up..go ahead,but but but...do not effect others..

wanna seek attention,alright..but do it in a proper way.

wanna stand on top,that's awesome..do it by not stepping down others.

you think you are great!(mark it,its your opinion of yourself) so dont expect others to feel the same and treat you like an idol.

p/s-no one is perfect..neither do i..but as time goes..cant we get more mature and wiser?that's not hard to do right..i mean,do thing's in a proper way by not hurting others..

Feeling Great!

Tomorrow is the final day for my contract..wohooooooo!!!!i m so excited man!i can’t wait to be out from here ASAP..Trust me, i feel like i had no life for past two months and i realized, deff no chances of climbing up.


Right now..i m not feeling well therefore lost my appetites so i didn’t follow Xi and Ael for lunch..

Somehow,
 i m gonna miss this building and this office room but deff not the people..LOLS!

oh yeah!!i did meet some new colleagues here, and they are really so sweet and friendly...unfortunately too late to get to know better as i m leaving SOON! it’s a final countdown for better life...i m sure you will understand, if you have read my previous blog.

Anyways two weeks ago i attended a wedding of a cousin of mine...and this Sunday another wedding. Well this month seems to be wedding monsoon for Indians, that’s why many getting married out there!!!

When’s mine???:(

hehe....looking at bride and joy of getting married truly can’t wait for mine. LOLS!i know, sadly long way to go right??? :(

Guess what?

For the very first time i wore a saree for a wedding...since my mum tied it,i was too comfortable init,i dun mind walking here there, doing this and that..But i did feel kind of kekok at first!

And everyone loved it...haha...many couldn’t take off their eyes from my saree and personally many complimented me.. :)

It was in milky white with bright red border and those red and silver sequences made it look so outstanding!

And yeah,
i m wearing saree again this sunday!lets see what all gonna say about it!*wondering*

Yesterday i got my salary..Trust me it was so little for a grad!:(

But i still when shopping...who wouldn’t right??

I bought myself a t shirt...bought mum a cute handbag and a shirt for dad..it took me almost 4 hours just to get those things...especially finding a shirt for dad wasnt easy,i was not sure of his size, although mum said get him L...but still,i m worried...

I haven’t get anything for my bros..i have no idea’ what to get them...haizzzz...

Will try to update more on the wedding!:)